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North Star Girl | From Bodybuilding Champion to Online Creator: Her Unfiltered Story

North Star Girl October 13, 2026 46m 16s
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North Star Girl: From Bodybuilding Champ to Adult Creator at 53

Bodybuilding champ North Star Girl reveals why she started OnlyFans at 53 and her experience shooting with Kieran Lee on The Lexis Star Show.

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At 53, North Star Girl decided it was time to reinvent herself—and the life she built afterward was nothing like she expected. From becoming a Canadian bodybuilding champion to leaving behind a traditional career, she opened a completely new chapter with her husband by her side. In her first-ever podcast appearance, North Star Girl sits down with Lexis Star to talk about growing up constantly moving, discovering bodybuilding, competing at the highest level, missing a professional opportunity by just one point, finding love online, and eventually turning her passion and creativity into a business. She also opens up about overcoming shyness, dealing with fear and judgment, setting boundaries with her husband, traveling for work, finding her niche, and why embracing what makes you different can become your biggest strength.

Timestamps

  • 00:00Meet North Star Girl
  • 03:14The Career She Left Behind
  • 06:30 How Bodybuilding Changed Her Life
  • 09:18 Becoming a Canadian Champion
  • 12:33 Finding Love Through Bodybuilding
  • 15:23 The Decision That Changed Everything
  • 19:27 Building a Business as a Couple
  • 22:52Starting Over at 53
  • 25:54The Opportunity That Pushed Her Out of Her Comfort Zone
  • 42:06What She Would Tell Her Younger Self

00:00:00:00 - 00:00:02:19 Unknown Welcome back to the Lexus Star Show.

00:00:02:21 - 00:00:03:11 Unknown finally

00:00:03:11 - 00:00:05:16 Unknown We got her. We have been DMing

00:00:05:16 - 00:00:07:02 Unknown for a few years now.

00:00:07:02 - 00:00:11:06 Unknown We met last year in Miami. The last time she was here, we met up for lunch,

00:00:11:08 - 00:00:14:09 Unknown over the weekend she came to my event

00:00:14:11 - 00:00:16:19 Unknown it is her first podcast today.

00:00:16:21 - 00:00:25:07 Unknown I don't want to like, you know, put myself on a pedestal or anything. But she has refused other podcasts because she did say

00:00:25:07 - 00:00:27:23 Unknown that her first ever podcast is going to be the Lexus Star Show.

00:00:28:02 - 00:00:29:19 Unknown we are making it happen today.

00:00:29:19 - 00:00:32:18 Unknown She is a Canadian bodybuilding champion.

00:00:32:18 - 00:00:35:16 Unknown She's completely reinvented herself at 53

00:00:35:18 - 00:00:37:23 Unknown she's built an incredible life and career.

00:00:37:23 - 00:00:39:03 Unknown North Star girl.

00:00:39:03 - 00:00:47:15 Unknown Welcome to your first ever podcast.

00:00:47:17 - 00:01:10:05 Unknown One. Thank you. Thank you so much for coming. That was the first. Is our lipstick okay, guys. Lipstick okay. It looks good. Looks good. There was a there's a first for everything. Thank you so much for being here. Thank you so much for coming to my event. Well, thank you for inviting me. Of course. So we've known each other, but not really.

00:01:10:06 - 00:01:30:11 Unknown Right. We've been DMing back and forth, and then last year we met. And then you came to my event. And I'm really, really grateful that you made the trip. But growing up, you've moved around a lot, right? Yeah. What was that like? Tell us a little bit about why you were always on the go. Well, my dad was in the mining industry.

00:01:30:13 - 00:02:02:23 Unknown Oh, so we were moving a lot. Depending. Well, mining and forests in the industry. Sorry. I come from up north Quebec, and. Yeah, depending of the job, we move, like at least once a year. Wow. Sometimes twice a year. My goodness. So I kind of grew with like very little friend because we were always moving. I was going to say that because I love staying where I'm comfortable.

00:02:03:02 - 00:02:25:17 Unknown So you never really had the chance to get comfortable somewhere, right? Yeah. That must be hard. Well, I guess you get used to it. No choice. I'm. I'm kind of an introvert because of that. Like, I get along well with myself and very little. It's better to get along with yourself and to get along with other people. There's a lot of people don't get along with themselves, so that's good.

00:02:25:19 - 00:02:52:01 Unknown Gotta love your school is very like small. Small. Yeah. Yeah. You. You are very shy. You are an introverted person online. You. I mean, you could tell because your smile is very reserved, but you do have a naughty side. We'll get to that. But do your friends see you as a shy person? Yes. Until I'm open. Until you're with.

00:02:52:02 - 00:03:14:02 Unknown With, like, whoever person that is. But even at the gym. Like, I don't talk to people. I just go in, put my earbuds on, do my stuff, and sometimes I'm going to go with somebody is going to come to me. AI are you doing so? Oh, I and I keep doing my stuff. Like, yeah, I'm a very shy person.

00:03:14:03 - 00:03:38:01 Unknown Okay. By nature. Okay. We're going to we're going to I want to ask you some of questions. But first we're going to start with what you did prior to this. So you were a what is it true. Say it. Traditionalist translator, translator. Translations of I don't know what's the word in French? A translator and linguist. Yeah. That's it.

00:03:38:02 - 00:04:03:07 Unknown So? So you were translating from French to English or English to French or English to French. You always translate to your mother's language. So. English. French. Oh, interesting. Okay. I didn't know that. So you can translate from French to English. I can do too. Okay. But since my English, like, is my second language, it's not as good as the French and all the little.

00:04:03:09 - 00:04:06:23 Unknown That's right.

00:04:07:01 - 00:04:24:20 Unknown Yeah. I don't know how to say that of the French language. So, yeah, that's where you transferred to French. But that was like I would say that was my second second career. I went back to school at 42. Oh, wow. Be a translator. And how long did did. Like how long is school for that? Well, it was like at the university.

00:04:24:21 - 00:04:50:07 Unknown Oh, sure. Like four years. 3 or 4 years. Oh, wow. Three years. Oh, yeah. Come aim. Yeah. So yeah, because I was like, I was working before. Before that I was working in sale and marketing, mostly in mining industry or forest industry and in an office 8 to 5. And I was kind of boring life. Yeah, I was kind of this can't be it.

00:04:50:08 - 00:05:20:23 Unknown Yeah. Like, this can be it and commute, the commute and everything. That was like, really killing me. Like, I was like, I cannot keep keep doing that forever. Yeah, exactly. So I looked the degree was online. I looked online because I had two kids. I had old Town line to find a degree that would give me the opportunity to work from home, and that's what translation was, the one that gave me that one.

00:05:21:01 - 00:05:46:23 Unknown Yeah. Awesome. But you worked for some big companies. Yeah. Google, Apple, Amazon for GM, to name a few. Do you have any discounts for Amazon? Did you get anything? No no no they don't even Apple. They didn't give you any discount. So that's it. That's it. But you were doing all this from home. Yeah. So you had basically what you wanted right.

00:05:47:01 - 00:06:10:18 Unknown You the whole working from home not having to do the commute, but still you didn't have exactly what you wanted. Yeah, right. And then eventually you you. Well, after sometimes, like, I've been doing this like, I can't remember how many years, but let's say maybe close to ten years. Like, I like to I'm a goal getter, I like challenge, I like to do different stuff.

00:06:10:18 - 00:06:30:01 Unknown So after a while I was getting bored again, so I wanted to. I started checking out what could I do? And this is when I kind of discovered yes. Only found. Yeah, yeah. So I said before we get to that, because we're still going to stay a little bit, we're gonna. You guys have to wait, okay? You have to wait.

00:06:30:01 - 00:06:53:02 Unknown So one day, because you also did bodybuilding, but one day when you were 17, you went to the gym with your friend. Yeah, right. And back then, because that was a few years, obviously many, many, many like decades ago. I don't want to say it like that, but but anyways, you you tell people how old you are because also that is what people like.

00:06:53:03 - 00:07:19:14 Unknown That's your niche, right? You're the more mature vibe and people like you for, for that specific reason. But your friend asks you to go to the gym one day you were going and then she just like, stopped three weeks later. Yeah, like a month. She just left you. Yeah. And what made you stay? Like, what made you say, like, oh, God, back in the days, like, I didn't have many girlfriends.

00:07:19:16 - 00:07:47:16 Unknown Like, I was, like, more like a tomboy. So I hang out more with guys. And back in the days, in the gym. Like I would say, that's beginning of the 80s. There weren't many girls. Yeah, in the gym. Yeah, obviously. And the jam that I was in, like, was like a real bodybuilder gym like him back in the days, like rusty old barbell and in a, like in a basement.

00:07:47:16 - 00:08:12:20 Unknown And all the guys there, like, I was 18, 18 or 19. All the guys there were like, kind of my big brother. So they teaching you need a rope and everything of bodybuilding. And I really like the challenge of seeing how strong I could get. And I love at that time, like the bodybuilders were like Karina Evison and girls like that.

00:08:12:20 - 00:08:38:03 Unknown And I love the way a muscular woman look at that time. Okay? They weren't as muscular as today. Yeah. And I find that like, they were like, strong, independent, empowered, sexy, sexy. And I want, I want this is something I didn't have and this is something I wanted to have. So that's one of the reasons why I stayed in the gym.

00:08:38:04 - 00:08:59:16 Unknown The challenge. Always the challenge of pushing a little further. Well, we could see, like you have obviously a great physique, you love a challenge and all that, but you can tell a lot by a person's personality when they want to keep going. Like when you see somebody with a good physique, you know that they're like a go getter in my head, you know what I mean?

00:08:59:17 - 00:09:15:05 Unknown Like, you work out, I know, especially when you're back in Quebec, you work out a lot more than when you're on vacation. But like, you're always working out. You always want to stay fit. You want to stay healthy. And I think this is a lot about who you are as an individual, because you won't back down if something gets hard.

00:09:15:06 - 00:09:18:05 Unknown Yeah, that's how I see I keep pushing, you keep pushing. Pushing. Yeah.

00:09:18:05 - 00:09:25:16 Unknown so you became a Canadian heavyweight champion and a Canadian Masters champion in 2007. I didn't know that.

00:09:25:17 - 00:09:58:21 Unknown Well, that's so cool. Yeah. Oh, so tell us a little bit about that. How long did that take for you? Like to work for it? Well, I did train like I told you. Like when I started at 18. And then I stopped when I had my two kids and I started again. I would say early 30s. Okay. And it took me to get to the Kennedy story again, which we should put the you know, how I got.

00:09:58:22 - 00:10:30:01 Unknown For that? It took me about seven years. Okay. So I started like regional competition or local competition moved up to our provincial, which is like state championship. Amazing. I did that. I think I did it twice for three times before winning that well, and I did the Canadian twice before winning at that time. Like I wasn't doing that for the fame or anything.

00:10:30:01 - 00:10:49:03 Unknown It was just like for me personally, like at that time I was still training in my basement, like I've been training in my basement, my all pretty much my all bodybuilding career, maybe just a the year of the Canadian. I was training at the gym. Okay. Gym? Yeah, yeah. So that was something I was doing for me. So.

00:10:49:08 - 00:11:10:11 Unknown And I was really, really happy that I went out. That was really surprised, but very happy. Well, if you work so hard, then, you know, winning gives you that reassurance and that confidence, like what I've been doing didn't go to waste, right? Yeah. So you did miss your pro card by one point? Yeah. What happened there? Well, I guess it's the judge.

00:11:10:12 - 00:11:41:06 Unknown It's the judges. It's the judges fault. You never know. But that year was a very, very tough year for competition. And the two girls, because they gave away two pro cards. And the two girls, that one at that time were already big on the bodybuilding scene. Like I told you, I was like a nobody. You were coming. I wasn't, you know, even like when I at some point I got photograph for the event and one of the photographs is, where have you been all that time?

00:11:41:08 - 00:12:03:11 Unknown Like, yeah, we never saw you before. Like, so those girls were probably a bit more popular. Yeah, they they might have had a little bit more muscle than me at the time. I was very, very I had a lot of definition, but I wasn't big. I've never been a very big bodybuilder. I don't have the the bill to be very big.

00:12:03:11 - 00:12:21:08 Unknown So and at that time the girls were getting bigger and bigger and bigger. So probably that's the reason I didn't I didn't get it. But I'm I'm very fine with that because I had reached my goal. Okay. My goal was to win the Canadian bodybuilding and that's it. That's it. That's all. I want you to regret not going back and trying to get it again.

00:12:21:09 - 00:12:33:20 Unknown No no no no. Okay. You got this is what you aimed for. You got it. And then it was like, all personal. What? It wasn't for the fame or the magazine or anything. I reached my goal. I'm done. Let's. Let's find another one.

00:12:33:22 - 00:12:56:04 Unknown So you met Daniel, your husband, back in 2009, and you guys weren't living in the same area? No, no, no, I was living up north. He was living in Montreal, so we were eight hours away. Eight hours by car. How did you guys meet? Online? Online? Yeah. He was. He was writing. Well, we met on a bodybuilding forum.

00:12:56:05 - 00:13:25:20 Unknown Okay. And there was like, a little section of that bodybuilding forum that it was all French people speaking French. And that's how I met him there. He was, like, writing article for my magazine. And he had a lot of knowledge about a lot of things in bodybuilding. And I kept asking him question and like I told you, like I was a newbie in my basement and all I had at the time, we didn't have the internet and everything.

00:13:25:20 - 00:13:53:21 Unknown We had information and especially like if you wanted to have like underground information and stuff like that, it wasn't easy to find the right information, especially for female. So that's all I met and we started talking online and the small chat become like bigger. Yes, bigger emails, talking all day. That's it. That's it on MSN. That's my god.

00:13:54:00 - 00:14:18:02 Unknown And then I was really sad when MSN went away. Okay. So how long did it take for you guys being in a relationship to because you moved closer, right. Yes, yes. We like we dated. Maybe I would say I'm not good with date, but maybe a year or so. And after that I moved with my kid Michelle. My important question.

00:14:18:07 - 00:14:45:02 Unknown Was he worth the move? Oh, yeah. Without his. I mean, they're still together. We're looking at him over there. Yeah, it was without good like. Yeah, but I see a lot of you guys and myself and Theo over here, like, you guys have built, like a business, you know, brand. You guys are a strong team. And. And you guys are just really cool people.

00:14:45:02 - 00:15:03:02 Unknown And, you know, if I need something from you, I know you're going to give it to me. And if you need something from me, then you know that I'm going to give it to you. So you guys are a great team, and I see a lot of resemblances with this guy over here. And I could feel that yesterday, but not yesterday, but at the event, like that's what I was telling.

00:15:03:02 - 00:15:23:10 Unknown Then I said, oh my God. Yeah. Like that power couple. Yeah. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you very much. Okay. Now we're going to get to the, to the, to the fun part about we're going to talk more about the off world. But in 2002, 2022 you asked him 2022. Yeah that's right okay. So 20. It was a day in November right?

00:15:23:11 - 00:15:49:23 Unknown Yeah. November. Do what do you remember that the day. Which one. Oh okay I was 20. Yeah. First post was on 21st. Yeah. No. Okay. So so you just asked him one night, should I open it? OnlyFans. Yeah. So was your idea? Oh, yeah. Oh, wow. Oh, yeah. Okay. Yeah, it was my idea. Like, give us the process of that conversation that you guys had.

00:15:50:00 - 00:16:19:07 Unknown We want to know. You want to know? Okay. Well, first I was looking like like I told you, I was doing my translation stuff and it was getting, like, harder and harder because AI was starting slowly to get in, and we had to work like longer hours for lower price and more pressure and everything. So I was kind of getting, I would say, fed up with this, I wanted to find a way out.

00:16:19:08 - 00:16:46:09 Unknown So I started looking online and I, I saw all those girls doing only fine and stuff like that. And I was like, that could be an interesting challenge for me. Like my something exciting to do. Yeah. Like that we could probably do together to so and obviously maybe make a little bit of money. Well, that's the whole point of the day, right?

00:16:46:10 - 00:17:08:07 Unknown Being honest. So yeah. So I went to him and I said, what would you think if I would start a OnlyFans? Like we were already in the swinging lifestyle. So I said, we're already in there, so might as well, why don't we try it and see if we can make a little bit of money out of it?

00:17:08:08 - 00:17:27:01 Unknown So that was how it started. But what did he say? Well, first it says, oh hell no. Is that what he said? No. He says, okay, but we got to be ready. Yeah. Like we got to do this the right way. Yeah, right. There's no way we're just going to jump in there and. Oh, for the best. Exactly like any business.

00:17:27:02 - 00:17:52:16 Unknown No, it's not like right from the start we took this as a business. So we listen to video on YouTube like tons like for six months. Yeah, for six months. That's all we did. We we said and I have a degree in marketing also. So we said okay what's going to be my niche? What's going to be my audience, what are we going to do?

00:17:52:16 - 00:18:27:20 Unknown And blah blah blah. So we like really talked about it. And he says, we're going to do your social media. And once they go to a certain level and when people start asking, do you have any fun? This is when we're going to start the only fund. So that's what we did. Wow. So we started like slowly. And what is funny is that like North Star Girl, which is my social media name, that was my personal account really for.

00:18:28:00 - 00:18:52:06 Unknown Yeah. Okay. Yeah. And just you just use the same account. Yeah, I like I lift out the family. Yes. The kids. And I said, oh, we're going to use that one because I never taught in a million years that this would get so big so fast. It's actually a smart move because having an account that has that's old an older account, you you have the trust from Instagram.

00:18:52:07 - 00:19:05:14 Unknown Yeah. And that's why we did that's why we did it. And at that time I had like I think on Instagram I had like 376 followers and on Twitter I had 12.

00:19:05:16 - 00:19:27:13 Unknown So it wasn't that bad, you know, not bad. Yeah. No, I thought I had a lot of followers. Gotta start somewhere. Yeah, exactly. So you guys do have this boundary, right? That when one person feels uncomfortable. So you guys have a big communication. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. That's a mess. I think it is. That's a mess. You can.

00:19:27:14 - 00:19:54:18 Unknown I believe that you cannot do this business. If you have trust in your partner in great communication. You really need this. Yeah. No, that's definitely because it's a hard business. An easy. Yeah. Yeah. There was, there was a somebody who told you. Because I know that you guys, when you go and collab with with other people,

00:19:54:18 - 00:20:13:02 Unknown Dan comes with you. But somebody did. One of somebody said, this is not daddy daycare. Yeah, I heard about that. Yeah, we know who it is or no you don't have to tell it okay okay. So I don't like to do drama online nicely away. So 1,000%. It's okay. I won't say it.

00:20:13:03 - 00:20:39:01 Unknown I'll tell you what's a weight. Okay. So why did he say that? Because he was there. Because he. Well, some men don't want the like the partner. Yeah. Okay. Coming to, you know, to to the shoot. But I mean, there's still a way to say it of course. Right. Yeah. That could be more respectful time especially. Yeah. At the time I like I started doing shoots like I think it was like in 2023.

00:20:39:02 - 00:21:05:03 Unknown Yeah. Something like that 2023. And I wasn't super comfortable like like you know I'm shy I'm in introvert. So going to somebody plays. Yes. Without my rock. Yeah yeah yeah it's a good thing. Yeah. That's it. So I wasn't ready to go to someone places alone. So when he told me that I said, okay, well that's not gonna, it's not going to happen because I'm not going to do it.

00:21:05:03 - 00:21:28:02 Unknown So that's great that you guys have your boundaries. And I think that that's very important, because a lot of people, like when you guys decided to get into this, you took your time. You didn't just go, bam, let's go, right us to we didn't research as much as we should have, I think, oh, I have no, but I still mean there's some stuff that we could have done differently, just like in things, but that's anything.

00:21:28:02 - 00:21:47:00 Unknown You got to start somewhere. You got to figure it out at some point. You gotta you gotta jump. Chances do research for ten years. You gotta you gotta jump. I know, I know, but but at least the one thing that we had for certain was that this is our boundary. We're not crossing it. And that's what it is.

00:21:47:01 - 00:22:07:08 Unknown And it's been almost 5 or 5 years. Five, almost five years. Almost. No, the five years passed. Really? Yeah. It passed in August. Our first post was like August 20th something. No way. Yeah, yeah. So thank you. And so that is and people kept saying it's going to happen. You're going to start working with other people. I said it's not going to happen.

00:22:07:08 - 00:22:24:15 Unknown You know. And we've been true to that. And even though we couldn't make more money, you know we still don't do it. So so that's great that you you and your husband be surprising. What do you mean, could be surprising? You think that going and doing collabs with other people will bring you more money? But I mean, that ain't true.

00:22:24:17 - 00:22:52:13 Unknown I don't always the case. Always the case. Yeah. And the thing is, is that once you've taken that step, you can't go back. You can go back. Right? And like me, I'm going to say this, but it's not something that I think of. So don't don't don't get it twisted, my love. But like if I were to do a scene with one person, right, like one man, then it's over there going to be like, no, but you have to do scenes with everybody now, you know what I mean?

00:22:52:13 - 00:23:13:07 Unknown So that's just no, that's not something that, that I'm going to do personally. Yeah. Person. No. And professionally. Okay. So you basically started your only fans at 53 years old. So what was like in your mind? I know you're like, okay, let me think about this. You know, but like deep down, what were you actually feeling like?

00:23:13:07 - 00:23:44:17 Unknown Were you a little bit scared how people are going to perceive you and, you know. Oh, absolutely. Like the first post I did on Instagram, it was like I had like a tongue in a sports bra, just doing some pause. And I was shaking. I was shaking and I was feeling sick. And my Sammy, when he pressed the button to put it on social media, I said, oh my God, I'm gonna die.

00:23:44:18 - 00:24:12:06 Unknown I'm really going to die. So yeah, because honestly, even to this day, like at the gym, I just started putting sport sports bra the gym into two years. Really. I don't put shorts. Okay, so uncovering myself like this in front of millions of people, the world anybody can see me was very intimate, intimate, intimidating. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:24:12:07 - 00:24:31:09 Unknown No, I could imagine. I mean, I still think of like my first video that I did and he was just there, like recording. And I'm like, no, this is not weirdest thing. It was so weird. Now I'm just like, if I'm doing solo content, I'm like, just leave you, like you. Even if he's like in the house, like upstairs.

00:24:31:12 - 00:24:53:02 Unknown Can you go downstairs, please? Like, I don't want you not. I'm not, you're not? No. To this day, like, we have practically 300,000 followers on Instagram. And to this day, sometimes I post something in like, oh my God, like, anybody can see this, right? So I feel like there's always going to be that, not fear, but just like, maybe a little bit uncomfortable.

00:24:53:04 - 00:25:11:04 Unknown Oh yeah. Right. Because like we are putting ourselves out there and a lot of people are afraid to do that. But yeah, we still do it anyways. If you're an extrovert, it's okay. But if you're not, it's I always thought I was an extrovert, but I don't think that I am. I feel like I have moments, yeah, right.

00:25:11:05 - 00:25:36:23 Unknown Because I feel like if I have a drink or two, then I become an extrovert. 1,000% tequila. Yeah, I'm good to go. But when it comes to like, like just every day and he says, oh, you talk to everybody. I'm like, no, it's because people come and talk to me. Like when I'm at the gym, guys come and talk to me doesn't mean that I want to talk, but I also don't want to be rude and be like, get the fire here.

00:25:36:23 - 00:25:54:00 Unknown I always tell people I'm happily married. Like it's not going to happen, but the more I get older, the more like I just want peace and quiet and like, stay out of my bubble. Yeah. You know, the older you get, the more peace you want. That's. Yeah, that's what you want. Okay. So let's talk about the Kieran Lee message.

00:25:54:02 - 00:26:15:22 Unknown So one day he you want to shoot. Yes. Okay. So tell us what went through your mind at that moment. Like I couldn't believe it was him. Yeah. Like when I received his message, I went to that and he says, look, look, he wants to shoot with me. Should I? Yeah, like should I? And he says no. Yeah, yeah.

00:26:15:23 - 00:26:38:15 Unknown Let's do it. Let's do your first real collab. No, it wasn't my first real collab, but he was my first collab, which I did without my husband being there. So wait, what is he the one who said not a diet? No no no no no no no no no no no, not at all. Okay. But since like Karen is Karen.

00:26:38:16 - 00:27:00:15 Unknown Yeah yeah yeah yeah. And when he told me that he wanted to be, like, doing his own stuff and camera and everything, that got me very, very nervous. But I knew also that I had to push that boundary if I wanted to grow the business in a way. So like I said, oh, my beer. I'm going to do it.

00:27:00:16 - 00:27:06:20 Unknown Yeah. So was it your first porn star?

00:27:06:21 - 00:27:26:13 Unknown I think yes. Yeah. Yes. Like pro. Yes. Yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. And how was your experience with. Oh my God, he's really sweet. Oh yeah he is, he is I don't know what he's like in the bedroom, but like I've met his good. He's a performer. He's a performer. He's going to flip you. Yeah yeah yeah. He knows what he does.

00:27:26:14 - 00:27:58:03 Unknown He's doing. You just have to follow the lead and that's it. But as a person. He's a really, really, really nice person. Respectful gentleman. Nice. Like when we got there is dancing. And after the shoot, he brought me back to the car making sure Dan was there and everything and, but. And during the all shoot, he asked me like the do's and don'ts and make sure I was comfortable.

00:27:58:04 - 00:28:25:07 Unknown Made me laugh a little bit because I was so nervous and it did look on camera, but it was kind of cute because I was like, so, so shy, intimidated by It's Kieran Lee. Oh my god, I'm shooting with Karen. Yeah, like, yeah, maybe some girls can ease it in. At the time I couldn't, but I feel like if it's your first porn star, it's obviously it's obviously more stressful because it's like, this is kind of new to you, right?

00:28:25:09 - 00:28:47:19 Unknown You were doing solo content in the beginning, and then now you have Kieran Lee, who DMs you and says, hey, let's shoot. So now you're thinking like, okay, if Kieran Lee wants to shoot with me, then other people are going to want to shoot with me probably, I hope. Yeah. Well, it that's what happened though, right? Because you have worked with some big porn stars you worked with.

00:28:47:21 - 00:28:57:05 Unknown I know Jay Mag, Manuel, Manuel Ferreira. I know people go crazy for him. Is he worth the hype? Is.

00:28:57:07 - 00:29:21:06 Unknown Yes. Yeah, yeah. Oh yes. Yes. And you have, you have like a list of men that you said you want to absolutely work with. Yeah. And there's one missing on that list. Yeah. I think it's Johnny Sins. Right. Yes. Are you guys going to make it happen or what? Oh, have you guys spoken? Is hard to. Is hard to reach.

00:29:21:07 - 00:29:46:02 Unknown Really? Yeah. Yeah, yeah. But have you had any form of communication with him? I feel like it's me once a long time. Twice. Twice currently to twice. Yeah. But currently knows now Jim. Yeah. So. But did you have like that first contact with him. No. Like I, I think I messaged him, but come back. Okay. Yeah, I would say he's the only one.

00:29:46:03 - 00:30:07:17 Unknown Okay. So what happens when this list has been completed? Oh, God, that's a great question. Should. I haven't thought of it. I don't know. Okay, so then don't film with him yet so that you can keep going because you want me to keep going. Well, I mean, it's all it's been what it's been for for four years. Four years.

00:30:07:18 - 00:30:30:04 Unknown So, yeah. You still got still that time. You do. Do you want at my event? Yeah. She's 71. Yeah, yeah. That's crazy. She's. She's on fire. She doesn't want to stop. Yeah. You know, and she makes it very clear what she likes. I don't know if you ask me. I saw her talk to a couple of people. No, it was all the same, guys.

00:30:30:05 - 00:30:52:07 Unknown You know, I interviewed her for, like, a split second because I was walking around, like, interviewing people, and I'm like, oh, what is your name? And what are you doing? She goes, my name is Didi White, and I do porn or whatever. And then she goes, I like the BBC. I'm like, what about the b y BWC? She's like, yeah, okay.

00:30:52:09 - 00:31:09:18 Unknown That's the first thing she told me. Yeah. She says, she told me, what do you do? You do girl, girl. I says, yeah, I do a lot of girls I do boy girl I do like treason. Male, female male and female. Male. She says I do BBC.

00:31:09:20 - 00:31:12:22 Unknown Straight up. This is. Did she come talk to you?

00:31:13:00 - 00:31:14:03 Unknown Yeah. She did, I remember that.

00:31:14:05 - 00:31:30:10 Unknown okay. I don't think it's hard to forget that lady, but she looks so good. Oh my God. Sweet. She's skin everything. She's amazing. She is great. So you spent a lot of your. You spend your summers in Canada, right? In Quebec. But you're also doing a lot of traveling.

00:31:30:11 - 00:31:57:14 Unknown Oh, yeah. So what is what is the plans for you? Like, where are you staying this year? What what do you haven't saw any collabs coming up. I know we have I don't know all the names because it's okay. Yeah, like I told you, I'm very bad with names and he says I'm the same. But our next trip is going to be San Diego, Vegas, LA, I think in February.

00:31:57:15 - 00:32:29:01 Unknown Nice. Till then. Like from October to December this year, we're staying home. Okay. October to November. December. Okay. Staying home? Not too long. No, not too long. January. I know we want to do a cruise or something like that, and we're going to stay here for a month, but I don't have a deal. The itinerary? Yeah, exactly. I don't have the whole thing, but I don't know.

00:32:29:02 - 00:32:51:09 Unknown It's San Diego first and the cruise, then Miami, right. The cruise. Hey, Sandy. Go the cruise. Yeah, there you go. So you guys are always out and about? Always is. Is it for work or is it to. Oh, mostly. Well, the cruise is going to be for a self. We haven't took a real vacation in four years. Wow.

00:32:51:10 - 00:33:24:02 Unknown Like all the traveling we do, we went to France. We went to Spain. Oh, that was for work. That was for work. Wow. Because I wanted to, like, develop the market there in the US. I'm always everywhere in the US, Miami, LA, Vegas, Texas, Dallas, Arizona. Well, yeah. Oh, for work, because we have to travel. I feel that in Quebec we don't have a lot of good creator.

00:33:24:03 - 00:33:43:00 Unknown I agree like no, no I agree. Like it's not the place exactly. It's not the place. So if you want to be successful, you cannot just sit there and wait for people to come and see you. You have to go and see, go out and see people. Yeah. That's I mean, the best came from Montreal. Yeah, obviously right here.

00:33:43:03 - 00:34:06:08 Unknown Yeah. We're ready. I don't want to self compliment, but okay. So we're gonna we're gonna play a little game. It's called rapid fire. I ask you questions. It's this or that type of thing. Some you have to give me like a quick answer and you just don't think. You just answer, okay? Don't be scared. No, it's super easy, okay?

00:34:06:11 - 00:34:27:21 Unknown Just like maybe one, 234, five. Six. Maybe like 15. Oh, God. No. It's easy. Bodybuilding or only fans know thinking you got to pick one. Oh my God, buddy, building really? French or Quebec friends? Miami or Las Vegas?

00:34:27:23 - 00:34:57:14 Unknown She's thinking to. Okay. Miami beach or mountains? Mountain. Summer or winter? Summer gym or vacation? Gym. I was not expecting you to say that. Yeah. I was like, she's gonna say vacation. Obviously early morning or late night? Early morning. Same money or freedom? Freedom. Solo content or collabs? Solo. Biggest celebrity you'd love to work with?

00:34:57:16 - 00:35:07:22 Unknown In the porn industry? Johnny, I feel like we are one place you'd never go back to.

00:35:08:00 - 00:35:11:01 Unknown Oh my God.

00:35:11:03 - 00:35:12:18 Unknown That's not true. Oh, yeah.

00:35:12:21 - 00:35:35:15 Unknown that's it. That's. Was it that. Oh my God. Say what I don't mean. I don't know what else I don't know. You're the translator say to me LA. It's like everything is like falling apart really. Like it's like crumbling. It's not, it's not, it's getting really. Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, I wasn't feeling safe at all there.

00:35:35:16 - 00:35:48:22 Unknown Really? Yeah. Yeah. Okay. It means wait, babe. Sorry. It means in English it means decrepitude. Decrepitude. Greed. What? What decrepitude? Decrepitude. I

00:35:48:22 - 00:35:50:07 Unknown not on the boardwalk?

00:35:50:13 - 00:36:06:19 Unknown Yeah, if you're not on the boardwalk, it's not some people in their decay, deterioration, dilapidation. Okay, okay. Most expensive thing you've ever bought.

00:36:06:21 - 00:36:27:11 Unknown Oh, God. Probably. I don't know, not like a house or anything. Like an expensive purse or shoes. Probably some shoes. Yeah, shoes in Montreal. Those are my things. What's something you're terrible at?

00:36:27:13 - 00:36:34:01 Unknown Just looking at done you all direction I am.

00:36:34:03 - 00:36:59:13 Unknown I don't want to be sexist, but I thought you were gonna say, like, look at the camera. Like, look at her direction. Like without a GPS. No one nine, high five. Horrible. Like they're all like that. Not even go to the supermarket. Really? Without my GPS. Okay. Very bad. So very bad. I don't know what happens, but every time I decide to go out by myself at night here in Miami.

00:36:59:14 - 00:37:23:13 Unknown First of all, I hate driving in Miami. The very rare times I'm like, okay, suck it up, go have a good time. I don't know what happens. My freaking GPS from my phone disconnects from my car the whole time. So I'm let's say I'm 30 minutes away. I'm driving for five. I'm like, okay, you know, and then boom, it shuts off completely.

00:37:23:13 - 00:37:39:22 Unknown And I'm like, like for like, you know, like if I'm back home in Montreal, I don't need the GPS. I know where I'm going, but when I'm here and I don't know anything. So then I grab my phone and I'm like putting it there and I'm trying to reconnect and I pull over. So yeah, I totally feel you on that.

00:37:39:22 - 00:38:09:02 Unknown Directions. Like, don't tell me go west. Like, where is that? You know. Yeah. What is your guilty pleasure? Oh, chocolate. Did you guys bring me Kit Kats? You forgot them. You forgot my Kit Kats, her Kit Kat. It's okay. I had other people bring me, so it's okay. We had somebody at the event bring us a whole bag of Kit Kat, and we lost it.

00:38:09:03 - 00:38:30:01 Unknown You shouldn't say that. It's okay. We lost it. Oh, he lost it. No, no, no, I put it where it's supposed to be, and then probably somebody took it. Okay, what's something Daniel does that drives you crazy? Oh, in a good way or bad way? No. Bad way. Something that not drives you crazy, but like something that puts us socks and train.

00:38:30:05 - 00:38:54:05 Unknown Yeah. So he's messy. You got little piles of t shirt and then taking a chair. Everyone is so fun. A chair, a sofa and another chair. He's everywhere. Okay. And what's something he does that makes you fall in love with him all over again? Oh my God, this craziness is like.

00:38:54:07 - 00:39:05:23 Unknown Is mine. Is the way that his. Yeah. That's it. That drives me. Yeah. That makes me fall for him over and over. No. Cute.

00:39:06:01 - 00:39:07:13 Unknown formula. One thing

00:39:07:15 - 00:39:19:14 Unknown that's when I met him. That's what he told me. Like I had a before him. I had a very quiet life. And he told me, are you ready to get into my formula and my F1?

00:39:19:15 - 00:39:43:15 Unknown Yeah, yeah. It says, yeah, let's go. No, it's been a it's been a ride. Oh yeah. Oh yeah I like it. I wouldn't change anything. Yeah. Okay. So I have a question. You are known to have a very big clitoris in the adult industry. Maybe one of the biggest ones. Wasn't always. Has it always been that big? I always had a bigger clit.

00:39:43:15 - 00:40:12:02 Unknown An average girl, big labia, big clit. But it grew bigger than I did. Bodybuilding competition. I took some steroids and it got it grew maybe an inch. Okay, wow. Stayed like that. So right now it's about the size of my tongue. Holy moly. 2 to 2in to a knife inches. Wow. But that is definitely like we were talking about it before.

00:40:12:04 - 00:40:37:16 Unknown That's that's niche. And people like that. Oh, yeah. Absolutely. And, you know, I was like, even, like, I've got long labia, too long, long lips and a big clit. And I used to be so self-conscious about it before. And even my lips, I almost got them cut because I was too self-conscious about them. And when I started doing off and porn, people were like, oh my God.

00:40:37:17 - 00:41:01:20 Unknown Yeah, really? Like it's my niche, it's my niche. But that's the thing is that there's something for everyone, right? And like, you don't need I mean, you do what you please to to be comfortable, but like, you don't need to do something for other people, right? You do something for yourself. But like, you know, people, people see that and they're like, I got to see this video, right?

00:41:01:21 - 00:41:18:19 Unknown And like, they're going to buy it, you know what I mean? So that's that's like that. Video clips are long. Clinch the legs. It's the funniest thing. I'm sorry but I can't get over it. It's a great name. It's it's a great name. I think people would buy it just because of the name. They're going to be like, okay, I'm curious and that's what it is.

00:41:18:20 - 00:41:37:12 Unknown We got to add a little bit of mystery, right to people like it's a solo. I have to be in the mood, but when I'm in the mood, like it gets really big. Yeah, yeah. People like those who love big clubs. Love it. Are good for. Yeah, yeah, yeah. They love it. Yeah they love it. It's my biggest seller.

00:41:37:13 - 00:42:06:16 Unknown Seller? That's crazy. That's amazing. And you were going to go cut everything. Yes. And look your best seller. Yeah. That's it, that's it. Okay. If we're gonna, we're gonna slowly bring this to an end. I want to ask you one last question. If you can go back and talk to 1718 year old North Star girl and tell her about the life that she would have today, what would you say to her?

00:42:06:18 - 00:42:28:06 Unknown I'll be ready. Be ready. Be a crazy Ryan. But I'm sure she would be really excited about it. Yeah, yeah, yeah, everything I did I've done over the years, I don't regret anything. I don't regret a thing. And I would do it again. I love it, but yeah. Yeah, I think she would be. Yeah, I think she would be proud of me in a way.

00:42:28:07 - 00:42:49:14 Unknown Yeah. Yeah. Well, you're proud of yourself now, right? So you've done so much. You guys haven't stopped. You're. I don't see you stopping anytime soon. Not yet, not yet, not yet. I mean, going on. You can keep going until Dwight's age, right? Not sure, but not sure. I'll go all the way up to there, but. Yeah. Natalie, can I say that?

00:42:49:15 - 00:43:13:03 Unknown Yeah. Natalie, thank you so much for coming. I really hope that this podcast was a good first podcast for you, a good experience. I'm really thankful that you said yes to coming here. And I wish you much luck in your adventures moving forward, and let our followers know where they can follow you. Please.

00:43:13:06 - 00:43:18:15 Unknown Okay so my Instagram is North Star girl with a underscore. All right.

00:43:18:19 - 00:43:25:06 Unknown Thank you so much for coming and I'm going to see you soon because you're going to be here in Miami. Absolutely right. Okay.

00:43:25:08 - 00:43:32:04 Unknown So give her guys a follow I hope you enjoyed this episode I know I did I love having guests.

00:43:32:04 - 00:46:10:09 Unknown Come on that I, I've already met because I feel like the flow goes a lot easier. So again thank you so much for coming. I really appreciate it. And stay tuned guys, because we have so many things coming up. See you next week by.

00:46:10:11 - 00:46:19:01 Unknown Mark des affaires trois. Take your time. Extra touch.

00:46:19:03 - 00:46:36:10 Unknown We okay? Okay. No. Nervous? Oh, no. No. So, I don't know.

00:46:36:12 - 00:46:39:19 Unknown Sam, come.

00:46:39:21 - 00:46:42:12 Unknown We should keep these as bloopers. Of course. Okay.

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